Graduation

i'm sitting here 2 days before my graduation and just reliving some of my greatest moments in life, and thinking how i got where i am today. But to be completely honest with you, i don't know if i want to graduate haha. It's all cool and all, but there are some things that i don't feel preapred for and somethings i'm gonna miss in high school. on the contrary i'm not gonn amiss the drama, the teachers, the stress, etc. But this has nothing to do with what i'm writing about lol. As i look back, i can think of all the times i have succeeded, but it owuldn't be possible without the my friends and family. 10 years ago if you would ask me if i would be standing in this position right now to be as successful as i am, i would tell you no. Everybody who is around me who sees me on a daily basis, tlaks to me on a daily basis has a huge impact on my life. 8 years ago i struggled with the fear of failing and not living up to the person that my parents wanted me to be. It ate me alive because i always felt like nothing was ever good enough, granted sometimes i still feel like that (thsi note is really random btw, but it's just my thoguhts shoved together lol). But anyway, 2 years ago was the hardest time in my life, and i wasn't sure how i was going to deal with it, but somehow my parents always knew what to say and what to do. My parents are my heroes. Let's skip 2 years, just because i want to. My senior year, the year i have been waiting for, finally is here. I'm gonna breka this down into sections for you. I can't remember what happened between august and october, those months just flew by. December to january i was busy training for baseballa nd track, until i had something happen to my chest. I don't evne know that was wrong but it put me out sports for my senior year, but it also made me a better person and created better opportunites. January to now i met an amazing group of people, who i would die for. We sahre some great moments. Even though i haven't known them very long, it feels like i know everything about them. i love you guys!!! I am getting ready to graduate 2 days from now. WOW!!! a big transition in life. this is going to be different, but at the same time challenging, i just hope and pray that whatever i may go through in life i take GOD with me. Without him, none of this would be possible. The old saying is that "Through Christ all things are possible", it's true. I've seen some amazing things done in my life with no explanation. But i justy wanted to throw some thoughts out there for the year in a wrap-up thingy. i'm gonna stop now cuz this is forever long. C YA!!!!