Live.Laugh.Love

after spending this first week back at school i found it to be very stressful because not only did i pick up another class but i picked up another job. total i was working 65 hours of school and work combined. i was overly stressed to the point where i thought i might as well just give up because im just going to fail anyway. but tonight a few things struck me 1.) God will never give you anything you can't handle 2.) even when you dont realize it god is always there. 3.) friends are forever

I know a lot of you have heard the first saying preached over and over again but its so true.....i was on the verge of a mental breakdown tonight. i snapped at my parents about 6 times within 3 days. i'm going to be completely honest in this note. tonight i was about to cry becasue i've had enough, but after just settling down and talking things out and realizing everything is ok, i am very relaxed now. i mean yeah im probably still doing to much work but its laid out to where i can handle it. god loves you and will never give you anything that you cant handle. i spent a lot of time this weekend just praying and thinking of how am i ever going to get through this semster. now i dont have to worry.

For the second point, this is one we all tend to fall into becasue we get in bad moods and blame god for everything thats going on. we have choices in life and if we choose to make bad choices then there will be consequences, thats just a given. but every time you do something stupid he is always there to take you back and he is always there where ever you go, so you never go through anything alone. im going to use a lot of my personal stories and a lot form this weekend just becasue i sit back and thing about it and i learned a lot this weekend. i didnt think there was hope, but by the end of sunday i felt like all my prayers have been answered and every bit of stress was just lifted off of me. your never alone.

to all of my freinds you are truly amazing, and i am sorry if i ever snapped at you or if i was rude to you in anyway. you make me who i am today, and formed me to be a better perrson and i cant thank you enough for doing so. thank you so very much for being there for me :)

i just wanted to get my thoughts out on paper